Sunday, February 21, 2016

I get it, you are independent. 

That doesn't mean I can't treat you like a princess that you are.

I love you. Let me express that in every way possible. 

Saturday, February 20, 2016

kumustahan chuchu

Hello mga readers na di lalampas ng lima! Kumustahan na naman tayo!

Patapos pa lang ang ikalawang buwan ng taon pero parang pa-quota na agad ang dating ng blessings sa buhay ko. Ibang iba ang transition na ito kaysa noong last year na ang tina-transition ko e ang sarili ko mula sa "dark" days na lunod sa bisyo at depresyon. Di nga ako nagkamali, kahit medyo out of impulse ang pag-enroll ko sa nursing e alam kong ito ang pinakamabuting desisyon na nagawa ko sa buong buhay ko. Last year hinahanap ko pa ulit ang sarili ko, ngayon e buong buo na naman and I guess I can say na I'm strong enough to be devastated by any kind of adversity.

Nahanap ko na ulit ang sarili ko bilang isang anak ng Diyos.

The moment that I let Him take charge of my life again was the moment everything started to fall into the right places. I finished school on time while still working night shifts. I passed the boards and now I'm employed as a licensed nurse. All of these are impossible if not because of Him and this one beautiful angel that He sent me. She helped me find my way to God and after that, the path towards our goals became crystal clear. Iba ang isang relasyon na may matibay na pundasyon - one that has God in its center. At oo, I'm talking about relationships here kahit na ba walang labels labels ang ano namin ni ano. Basta.

Yun lang naman, update update lang tayo dahil nakuha ko na ulit itong laptop ko. Yasssss! Kung nakasubaybay ka man sa teleserye ng buhay ko, eto, maraming mga bagong magaganap ngayong taon. Abangers ka lang muna dyan, nakikibasa ka lang naman. hehehe. :)

O sya, babush!

Friday, February 12, 2016

Thursday, February 11, 2016

when you live somewhere else long enough, your idea of home transforms. home is not a place where you came from anymore.

as time goes by, you slowly immerse yourself with the unfamiliar as you eventually detach yourself from what you were used to. you adapt and you grow as the roots of your personality attach deeper and deeper in a different level of ground.

now, when you think of home. it is not a place anymore.

home is where your heart beats with the rhythm of your calm soul. your mind wanders but not lost. home is not just a place but a venue of peace and untainted happiness.

this is home.

may it be where the sun sets,
a coffee shop,
or on someone's chest...

you know when you're home. 

Tuesday, February 2, 2016


i want to be the one who will push you at the edge of the cliff

i want to be the one to witness you fly

the one who will satisfy your thirst

for answers

for peace

the one who will spark up your passion

the fuel to your flame

i want to be the one who makes you happy

every single day

every single quantifiable eternity